Here comes that feeling where you have so much to say, to let out but you just cant because you're scared things will come out a different way which will just screw everything up and plus you feel like no one understands you. You dont want them to know if you're not okay. You dont want them to think that you're pathetic. Plus, it is too complicated to tell since you yourself could barely explain it.
Everyone knows me as a flibbertigibbet but no I am no longer that kind of person at the moment. I start to keep everything to myself. Let these feelings bottled up inside. I dont want to tell anyone. I really dont want to bother anyone with my silly problems. I could probably spoil their good day. I could probably make their day worse. Perhaps they have their problems to deal with and mine are just going to be a burden to them.
So since no one seems to tell this to me, I think I should say "Baby it's time to grow up and learn to live on your own."
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