Guys Are Weird

Hey darling, why are you so irresistibly cute? Haha he's cute, isn't he? Mehehehe okay. Moving on, I just feel a little funny, yknow. Isn't it funny how you and the guys from your past pass by each other at the hallway and now suddenly, they came back. One by one.


The best part is, you have no feelings left for them. Then only they came. Either because they realize they still love you. Or perhaps they just show up to keep themselves busy. Wallahualam. 


I am stuck. Between everything. Feelings remain unknown. I don't love them. Not even a bit. Anyhow, sometimes, I found myself losing something. Someone. Someone who used to care that much. A fool that would do anything, ANYTHING to see you smile. 


I do have my guys now and I appreciate them a lot. They do care, they do support. But there's always something I can't find anywhere else. HIS OBEDIENCE. His yeses instead of noes.


Ha and it's kinda good to know that he still thinks about you when you are doing the same thing :)