What does care mean? According to definitions.net, care is a troubled state of mind; worry or concern; to be concerned; have thought or regard. At this exact moment, I dont really find the word care is anywhere near me. Either from me myself or from the people I love.
To me, only those who really love you are the ones who care. The others are just curious. Some people would say "I love you" and "I care about you" but only a few would sit there and listen, even if it is about stupid shit that does not matter. They thought they love you. They thought they care. But the truth is, they do not fathom the meaning of love itself.
In my situation, plenty of people ask me if anything is wrong but I find none of them really want to know. People never tried to listen to me when I tell them about something or vent to them. Yet once something occurs in their life it is suddenly my responsibility to make them feel better and come up with a solution, but when is it gonna be my turn to feel better?
Oh by the way, I have something to tell you. One of my toes on my left foot is bleeding since last night and now a part of my foot is turning blue. I cant walk normally. I cant even stand still for God's sake! Look, I am not trying to gain your sympathy. I would just like to ask, how many of you darling angels know about this? NONE, I believe. Think back. Ask yourself. When was the last time you said "Hi" to me? How much did you care? Or did you even give a bloody fuck? :)
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