Wanting to get older used to be one of my biggest wish. Now that I am 15 years old, the only thing I want is to go back to the time where everything was all about rainbows. Yes, childhood. The most precious of all time.
I miss the days when me, my girls and my large number of guys did the most craziest wild stuffs but to us, back then, it was all about having fun. We risked our lives for one another, just to make sure each of us safe and enjoyed ourselves. We know absolutely nothing about love but we do try to feel a bit of it. And we were just kids, tryna have fun.
Today, I know I have gone through too much only at the of 15th year of life. When you get involved with serious stuff, you overthink things, you are somehow still haunted by your past and seeing your future makes your current life much more complicated.
All I want to do is spend my each of the moment now prudently so that I wont regret afterwards. I want all of my loved ones I have right here, right now, to just stay. And don't ever change like the others did. Please stay.
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