Rusty in Rush

Wednesday-6th July 2011
So like I said, I was fasting. The last day of fasting settlement is filled with tough trials. Yup, its true. I was having a really complicated day. My closest friends really pissed me off in class. The victims were yeah, me and Taty. Really felt like crying but I pull myself up. Rehat dengan Maiy kat library. Buat komsas. Lepak dengan Rifaat and Danial. Maiy and Danial was super cute! To be frank, I was a leedle bit jealous. Hmph. And so yeah, Rifaat was my victim. He had to hear every single thing about someone heheheh shut up.

Habis recess. Saja suruh Maiy jalan dengan Dan ikut tangga block Gemilang. Me and Rif used the stairs near the library. Guess who I saw? A guy I love. The guy I love to hate. Saja jalan rapat-rapat dengan Rif. No, Syira. No feelings towards him at all. As I was saying, yeah, I passed by the guy and felt relieved. You know why? 'Cause I aint trippin' no more. I was cool. My heart was already cold.

Thursday-7th July 2011


I was still down. I was silent all the time. Some people noticed that. Even Akem. As usual, he called me Don. I made pokerface and he was like, janganlah macam ni. Blahblahblah, I dont want to be seen so pathetic.

Balik tusen.

Hazwan: Hai lembik! :p
Adlina: Ishhhh!

Hazwan: Sorry sorry. Im just kidding. Apology Adlina, a lovely girl :)
Adlina: Hm. what makes you think Im a lovely? Im such a loser. I need to get the hell out this world.
Hazwan: There, you are such a fragile vase. Try to be a diamond pulak, steady je walau apa disasters datang. Dont be too humble and also you dont need to show off 'cause in fact you are a diamond, naturally beautiful. You got to belive that! Enough la, just get out from your world of hell :)
Adlina: You know what? You're only making my tears fall more. But Im done weeping now. I am so aggrieved :'') Thanks a lot. I know you have good intentions tonight, I do appreciate everything but I really need to get some sleep now. Its the one and only way to escape from this world besides killing myself. So have a good night ahead :)
Hazwan: Yeah, go to sleep and may tomorrow will be okay! Im really sorry making you feel worse, but yeah, I just want you to get up and be happy! No worries. Bye and good night :)

Adlina: You didnt make me feel worse at all lah, wan. I feel better instead! I was just choked and touched. Haha, stupid fuck. Okay im done bye.

Hazwan: Ek eleh. Buat suspen je, haha. Anyway, its just I dont want you to ngaku diri loser ke apa. Lek sudah. Okay okay Im done oo. Night!

And I slept with tears on my cheeks and a smile on my face. Thanks a lot, Hazwan Syafi ♥




Friday-8th July 2011

You were right, ex boyfriend. I am creative. So hey guys, I made this on my bread, in hoping that that day would be just fine. So yeah, everything went nice. Cool. I was just happy.

Mama bought McD for lunch. Mehehe guess what? Zee BBQ McShaker is back! Shake shake, shake shakey shake it! My favourite :D

Petang ada science private tuition with Cikgu Maizatul. I learned about stars and galaxies. Less than 2 hours learning, 15 out of 15. Heheh gosh I never know I was that good. Alhamdulillah.

Habis tuition, sembahyang asar. Chat dengan Azhar kat IM. Then dia punya chatbox tu rosak. He asked me to wall and I was like, =,=' gedik lah kau, lelaki! No, I didnt say that. Its a monologue, yknow? Talked about his ego. Boy, menyirap je. Selalu Mengalah.

I thought I was going to ask Azhar if he was going for our school's spots day. Then I thought maybe I shouldnt. 'Cause I didnt want him to think that I'll go if he does. Yeah whatever. As I was about to log out, he asked me if Im going and I was likeee, "YA ALLAH youuuuuu! I was about to ask you the exact same thing! I tk sure." He went, "me too! :)"

Blahblahblah.

Talk about crushes. Boy, there are plenty of them those days. Those childhood days. Azhar said that he's my present days crush. What the hell lah you =,=' You are just my former lover lah. Nyenyenye I went out. Segan lah!

Malam tuition. I really cant recall what happened. Well, my bad :)

Saturday-09072011 

So yeah, it was another boring Saturday. Conversation below was during lunch.

Don: You always get what you dont want. That's life.
Adlina: And you always want what you cant get.

Qudin: Huh? I dont get it.

Adlina: You'll get it as you grow older.

Don: You want what you get. That's called success.

Okay boo me. Or just shut the fuck up.

Sunday-10072011

It was SMK Bandar Tun Hussein Onn's sports day. I didnt show up. Instead, Mr. Don brought me, ma and Syazana to zee Royal Military College in Sungai Besi to visit my dearest brother, Amirul Zharif. We had lunch. 

After visiting Zharif at RMC, we went Bangi to fetch Qudin for his Ampac class. We went patrolling around the Bangi area. I coaxed dad to dine at the Ice Room. And it actually worked out. The place was very cool. I ordered nut case flavoured ice cream, chicken spaghetti with cream sauce, lemon juice and also tried ma's order which was teapot mushroom soup with garlic bread. My goodness, everything was just nice. Especially zee nut case. No lies. It was jim-dandy, baby. You have got to try it!