Revealing Thoughts

I know I used to get every guy I wanted. After all this time, I was hoping too much on you. I dont know why. Everytime we get a bit close, I lose control. I'll be exuberant. Going gaga with every single thing related to you. You made me happy. There was something about you that I used to love. I thought you're one of a kind. But I guess I was wrong. You proved it.

I might seem different  to you these days. Perhaps, to everyone. Because I always tell myself how I was treated like an insignificant bloody shit. I keep asking myself these days, "Why do I have to bother about other people's life yet they dont even care about mine?" :\

My only mission now is to forget everything that seems to bother my feelings. To people that realized Im starting to act a bit weird, wow great. For you are no longer the one I trust. Congratulations! How about a round of applause? A standing ovation, perhaps? :)

The mixture of pain is getting recovered. For I still have a few people who love me. Im happy now. Maybe not as much as I was. Its okay. Im still glad. Im moving on now. Leaving most of the things I love behind.

Now that everything seems to be alright, I want you to just forget everything we had. Go on with your sweet little life. Dont ever bother asking about me to myself or anyone close to me. We're strangers now. Im not interested in knowing you anymore.