I really miss blogging. I have so much to write yet so little time. February was one hell of a month. Every single day had their own specific interesting story. I was thinking of writing about them on the holidays but I guess it will never be worth it.
Maybe it's true when they say Yang Terindah Hanya Sementara. So I made up my mind not to post anything about those days. Let them die, buried as secrets.
It is early of March. Last Thursday was a very exciting day for me. Basically a good day. Ken Ken was there with me almost every leisure second. Nabil taught me Modern Maths. And every time I told him to look at me, when I said, "Nabil, look at me!" He went staring at me and that was superduper cute hehe :)
I did my art exam after school without a supervision and time limit with a person at the library. We used to be friends and soon we became enemies for a long while. I was trying not to bring those things up again. I was being nice and tried not to act so awkward. We didn't cheat on our papers. We chatted, and remained silent. In between that, she apologized for the things she did. I forgave her with all my heart.
We finished our papers at about 3 pm. Put our papers on Puan Rosmania's table at the staff room. While chitchatting and walking to the shops, some guys, workers, were like sooo creepy. And hollered at us. Very creepy. Thank goodness nothing really happened. Accompanied my friend to the clinic for the first time ever by ourselves, without parents so we were a bit kekok. AWWWWWWKWAAAAARD. Haha.
Then we went for lunch. My friend didn't eat while I ordered myself a fried rice and syrup for drink. So like, yeah, awwwwkwaaaardd. We thought hard for topics to avoid awkwardness. Haha. Our last topic was the longest I guess. We talked about guys. Stupid guys. From the past and also present. The best thing is, a guy of hers and a guy of mine are friends so she knows how I feel. Yes, she feels the joy and pain at the same time.
Saw Hoodey and boy, he was really cute. He couldn't stop smiling and so did I. Heh :) Said goodbye to my friend at 5.30. She walked herself home while Ma picked me up. Oh before that, as I was crossing the road by myself (not good at that), I was almost be hit by a guy. Yes, a stupid guy from my past. Just like an hour before I told my friend that the guy was a jerk. And wow, he still is a jerk.
At night I went for Biology tuition class at KCM. Syu, a girl from Seri Serdang said that I have a unique voice and she likes it since the first time she heard me. Auwwww mehehehe ♥
And I was really hoping for better as the days creep. I thought that everything was going to be great yesterday for it was the last day of the first test. English and Chemistry are the 2 subjects I really love. Kept on saying "it's gonna be easy" but it turned out to be.. I dont know. It wasn't that hard actually but I have no idea why I could not finish Chemistry. 1 page left blank. The sad thing is, I can do nothing about it.
Went back home, carrying that hopeless feeling inside. Hogged the phone call with Nurin for like, 2 hours. So tired, yet still talking. So many stories to tell.
It was a pressure to me when Ma nagged. So fragile that day, I dont know why. Reached school at about 6.30 pm and went straight to the girls. Couldn't hold the tears especially when they start to go like, "Addy? Kenapa ni?" And it was quite hard to hold tears in the crowd. Eventually, I burst into tears.
We went to Istana Budaya to watch Cuci the Musical: Last Kopek. So many things happened en route to the theatre. The accident, them, Farid Kamil... It was worse than the worst I could ever expected. I was really down.
The show ended at about 12 and we reached school at almost 1. Me, Taty and her cousin were the last kopeks who got home. I was having a terrible headache and starved, so dad brought me to Dju Cafe and I bought Nasi Goreng Padprik. Ate it at 2 at home.
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