Reminisce

She's Killing Me by A Rocket to the Moon reminds me of someone I used to love. The lyrics somehow describes the way I treated him. I was so mean to him. Yet he still loved me and never left. And I dont think there will be any other guy in this world who would do the same thing if they were in his place.

I miss everything we had. The late night calls. The cute little fights when I never lost because he always give in. The apology he asked even when he didnt know what he did and even when it was obviously my fault. Those daily tasks like carrying my books and my bag, listen to every shit I say even when I talk about other guys and never complained, getting punched at his tummy, getting his head pushed, getting his hair pulled...

He really taught me the true meaning of sacrifice. He spent his money for me even when his family had a long term financial problem. He made time for me even when he had more exciting stuff to do. And most of the time, he used tonnes of energy for me.

Up til today, he still appreciates me like no one else could. I can still feel him. I still have instincts about him.. which are true.

If you're reading this right now, like you always did, do know that everything we had was real. I am truly sorry we had to end it that way. I know still cant repay you for everything I caused but trust me, God will :)