You're Pathetic

Today supposed to be a happy day. But you spoiled it. 2 days back, I said I wanna go to Pavilion on Saturday. But you said, its not necessary. We go on Sunday. You wake me up and said, we'll go Alamanda. Huh? I started to show anger. But its no use, okay fine. I went to Alamanda. You said you're going to buy me some blouse and shoes.

As soon as we reached there. We went searching a restaurant for breaking fast. We reached Black Canyon, but all of the tables were reserved. So we searched and searched, and found Oldtown White Coffee. Then blahblahblah. I visited Nichii. And there was some cute dresses that I know you're affordable to pay. But then you gave me irrelevant excuses. Fuck.

After that, we went Roxy & Quicksilver. And I saw a pretty looking handbag, its was SO CHEAP. I was like, "Oh Dad would surely buy this one." But you know what, NO, HE DIDNT. He then walk away, leaving me instead

Could you tell me, what stage of FUCK is that?

Im starting to hate every second of my life. Im sick of all this. I did every single shit you asked for. But you didnt realize and dont even mention about appreciating. You mean so much to me, but not anymore coz Im just like a drowned shit to you. I cared about each of you guys. But none of you could give a damn about me. All I get is annoying scoldings about the silliest things on Earth.

You treated me like a shit, perhaps worse. So why bother when Im tryna run away?

You parents keep asking us children to be the best. The point is, ARE YOU GOOD ENOUGH TO ASK?

You keep on torturing my mental and emotions, I feel like I live in hell. When does it supposed to end? A few seconds of my last breathe? I cant face this anymore!

I am trying to be mature. But you adults, supposed to be more matured and rational. Oh boo, SHAME ON YOU!

Now understand this mildly;

I may have a big number of family and friends. But actually, I have none. Im sick to be nice to everyone coz they just couldnt give a damn about me. Im truly sick of you pathetic, fake, hypocrite people.